10 Reasons why I still don't have a girlfriend...

Why? This is my answer...

1. Because my family say no!

My family told me to stay in focus with my academic. My sister is the one who are most disagree of me finding a girlfriend. She say it distarct my academic, it consume our money and at the end instead of carrying something, we come back with nothing. Besides, family come in package with barakah, so I choose barakah.

2. There been so much drama!

I still remember when I was in secondary school. Everyone were talking about soap drama. What happens in yesterday's episode, who leave, who stay. Well here, we still keep track of it. Just wait, hear and see. Suddenly, you will know someone is leaving someone, someone don't like with someone, someone been regret with someone. Then come the third person. After that people start to discuss , why that things happens. Is it his fault, her fault or maybe it is because of their family? have we consider it yet?

Well sitting in this small community where information move in the speed of light. You should be ready to be the centre of attention in you want to get involve in having a girlfriend or boyfriend.

3. Emotion are messy, tuck them neatly and come in clean!

Have you heard that one of the condition for a quran hafidz to enter a madrasah that they should not been married yet. If they are not married of course they can't have any girlfriend right? They say it will be an obstacle for them to remember the surah. I don't know if it have any connection with lust. But I think the teachers don't want them to get distracted. Well of course I am not a quran hafidz but still I am medic student and the reality is I do have a lot to remember too. Do I like to be distracted? no I don't think so.

4. The half-life is short

So far most of the couple that I see doesn't stay long. At last they end up leaving each other. I think they lost 'the special thing' and there are nothing that bond them. So they make a decision to leave each other. If they are lucky they're still friend or maybe they eventually cursing each other carrying each other bad name.


5. Most of them lost in the fight with lust.

No parent, no authority to stuck you ear with a lot of no, isn't that heaven?. Yes, this is what happens here. We've been told which are halal and which are haram. Holding hand is haram, staring at each other eyes is haram. 'Don't come any nearer to zina!' we knew that but why we keep doing the thing?

Because we can't control the desire. I hate those thing and to the fact I am no better than them in this knowledge of Islam so I better put it to rest just for a while.


6. There is so much hope!

When we like or admire or fall in love with somebody, we tend to hope. We hope that she/he talk to us, we hope that he/she return our call, we hope he/she smile to us and the list still go on. The more we involve into we tend to hope more. We have something and we tend to ask more it can't be helped.

7. There is so much pain, and it is so hurt

Then, when the hope prove to be a failure, we strain with agony. There've been so much pain. It is just like hanging to a rope. When the rope broke, we felt and the feeling when we hit the bottom is just unbearable. We cry, we do stupid things. Without we even realize we became a child crying over a sweet. Everything went wrong and we realize we feel that we've been so stupid.


8. Restriction to the source of my happiness

A lot of us didn't realize that when we fall in love, we tend to restrict the things that make us happy. Most of them we say, just come from our lover. Even worse we left things that we like.

So, if we want to talk about possibilities, I think that is why these people tend to be unhappy rather than happy.

9. I want to build a strong foundation first.

Other than education, wealth, knowledge and iman, it is friendship that I want to talk about. Friendship is the most humanity relationship. Before we ever try to start any relationship with other people than our family, I think this thing is vital. Someone that can say us when it is enough and someone to catch us when we fall.

True Friendship is not pretencious. Sometimes, compare it to the couple of lovers, friends are even happening. They smile, laugh without even feel any shame of it.

10. It is not the time yet

Of all the things, I think the time is still not right. Of course I do have someone in mind, but I tell to myself 'Lets wait'. If you see me declaring with someone that means you'll going to have an invitation to eat nasi minyak for free anytime sooner.

Though I say those 10 things. I still do have respect with some couple who been separated thousand miles over the continent and sea. If they maintain like that, and still they behave when they see each other, I think they're in the right track. Impossible? I have seen some. Islam is the right way of life. Why dont we follow it?

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culture of friendship

I like to read this, it remind us how we neglect the value of friendship.

Love

Credit to wikipedia.org

Tsaritsyn, Stalingrad, Volgograd

If my mind was right, that day was supposed to be the birthday of Hitler. It was supposed to be a very dangerous day, but despite of all rumours, somehow we had an excursion on that day.

The excursion is actually to expose us with the three different period of Volgograd which are from Tsaritsyn, then to Stalingrad and the latest one is Volgograd. He tried to show us the meaning of all this by showing us the building that came from different period and for that we had to walk around the center of the city.

Tsaritstyn

Volgograd originated with the foundation in 1589 of the fortress of Tsaritsyn at the confluence of the Tsaritsa and Volga rivers. The fortress, which took its name from the local name Sary Su (Yellow Water\River in Tatar language), was established to defend the unstable southern border of tsarist Russia and became the nucleus of a trading settlement.

This was suppose to be the site where the river of Tsaritsyn was, now it flows below the ground in a huge tube. If we see at the end of this river, there still are the Yellow small island where the Tsaritsyn got its name.


These are some of the building from that period which still exist up till now. We can say that they have thier own unique design of building which combine the west and the east architecture and one thing for sure red is the main colour.


This building was suppose to be the fire department in that time. That explain why they have tower but now its function is different.





Stalingrad and Volgograd

Then the name of Tsaritsyn was changed into Stalingrad. Under Stalin, the city became heavily industrialized and was developed as a centre of heavy industry and trans-shipment by rail and river.

During World War II (Great Patriotic War), the city of Stalingrad became the center of the battle of Stalingrad, the costliest battle in human history, as well as the pivotal turning point in the war against Germany.

A lot of building were destructed during the war. then, it was decided that the city was ought to be rebuild in the memorial of Russian victory upon the Stalingrad Battle.





If you look at the picture closely which of course not at those two girl. you will notice two emblem, according to my lecturer one symbolized the civil war, another is the patriotic spirit and at the center there are several culpture celebrating the happiness of victory.





This is the picture of Alley geroi(alley of heroes) in memorial of the stalingrad battle. This Alley lies from here the street of Mira to the bank of Volga River. It is said that this alley is build so that Stalin could walk from the Volga River up till the centre of the City. Besides that, all the building along the Alley was designed by the same architect that rebuild the St.Petersburg. One of them is our beloved university. Many plan was carried forward but Stalin died back then and most of them was stopped.

I asked my lecturer why the name Stalingrad was changed to Volgograd. He answered it was because due to a very tragic story during the rule of Stalin, a lot of people die so they didn't want to remember it ever again. Too bad, I think the name of Stalingrad are more familiar to most of people. I often have a problem to introduce Volgograd to my friend and relatives back then at home.

Well here are some more picture

I really that day inspite that we can't relax a little bit without having any formal class.

For more information about Volgograd please refer to this link:

Wikipedia-Volgograd

Other than the information from my lecterur,most of fact of Volgograd was taken from the Wikipedia.

Happy Belated Birthday!!

Who still expect birthday presents even after a week after the real date? Shock? Yes I am.

1. Tray for cake from Wadah(Are they expect me to serve everyone cake erm??)
2. 2 mug: The red one from my roomate Aizudeen(3rd year student) and the other from Dziannis( a lot of people admire this mug, the shape is a bit different)
3. A really big candle from Yanti (remind me of last year when I gave everyone at least a candle for their birthday hihi)
4. A small cute ornament of a chick from Sab

P/S: still waiting for a card in pending and a birthday present also in pending...both come from 2 different person. They said that they are on their way...

Anyway...again thank you so much.....

Should we feel afraid?

During the last 2 week I've heard a rumors among my friend that a video had just been sent to the local police recently. What makes this video so special is because it have something special that all of us want know.

What is it? Actually, this video if i am not mistaken it showed a group of russian hooligans bashed a foreign student along with a warning( more like a threat I would say) that they will kill a foreigner before 20 April which I suppose that day is the Hitler's Birthday.

Things got a little bit spiced up when in the Harian Metro they said about a boy got beaten up in Moscow( in Nizhny Novgorad 300 km from Moscow) and spend a few days in hospital. Firstly, before I further comments about this news I just want to say that actually they shouldn't put that those event happened in Moscow in the first place. Don't they know that Moscow and Nizhny Novgorad is totally 2 different city. They said it as if Nizhny is a district or something in Moscow. Talking about geographical mistake here. I think they just make people being so confused about Russia not the other way around.

The second things is I was so impress when they said a representative from Malaysian embassy did go to Nizhny to see this poor boy. As I know 300 km is not a small kind of number. Unless he took a plane or he reached there maybe a day after. Impossible I would say. Besides, this is not the 1st time people got beaten up so what make this things so special? Is it because it just happened to be in the local tabloid?

But if the news ever true, a high salute from me to the Malaysian Embassy for so much effort. They do show us that they care and we been really thankful for that.

Back to thing that I want to say. Those news seemed a little bit earlier than 20 April (like what Haneem said) and still that boy is still alive (nauzubillah not the other way please!) so that things seemed to be a way far contradicted to each other. Nevertheless, this 2 news supposely do make us feel afraid or at least a bit cautious.

Well, I did told my Russian lecturer who is actually are our curator here about this problem . To no avail other than the usual advice not to wander alone, or go out during the night, I didn't recalled that I saw any shock face from her, not that I really hope actually. But aside from that, I actually did want to see some things done from the authorities, from the university. Do something! don't they see that it is our life that they guys was talking about.

So amidst all the chaos. What is actually that we should feel?

Should we scream? "AAAA!!!!"
or should shrieking from help "Help! Help!"
or maybe make a video and cry "Please! Don't kill us!"
or maybe walk furiously to our dean and have an hour fight about this things.
Should we??

Out of anybody expectation, things seem pretty normal here. Other than a loud AAA accompany by a 2 minute high pitch siren over the overcooking meal in the microwave I don't see anything unusuall. My guess is they really already adapt to this things. I mean, it is not that we have any choice for the situation. We are not like Moscow student who can have a holiday for that day. Here if we want to do the same thing, it will be consider with a big NO!NO! and we have to pay for the extra class or should I say in a more dramatic way FOR OUR LIFE?

I think everybody here been already clear with the situation. By making a decision to go here, we already aware of any kind of possibilities. We are fighting to get a knowledge under the bless of Allah. If we die, we die in syahid. We knew that and we have no complaint.

Despite the news that been out in the Harian Metro. Nothing new for us actually, a number of people been beaten up, not that the new one is really suprise. The most important is we show our courtesy, we show that we care, we visit them, wish them to get well and help everything with what we can give. After that, we just pray it will not happen again. Praying is what we do and what we always do.

Like what my friend say

"Ala kalau nak mati dekat mana-mana pun boleh mati...."

So, why with that worry face, why with that frown face. Don't you know you are using a lot more muscle when you frown than when you smile? Come on work out your musculus oris(Greek=laugh), it is better that way.

Don't be afraid! Allah is always with us....

Happy Birthday to Me! (Part 2)

This is the birthday present that I got for this year

1. Wrist watch-laurier France
2. A Short sleeve shirt
3. Pocket Watch
4. Latest Album of Mawi-Yang Tercinta
5. Microphone
6. Tea set
7. Mug
8. Pen holder and case
9. a tiny clock ornament

Thank you!!!

Happy Birthday to ME!

I keep telling myself that birthday has nothing to be expected. I just another day and I try to treat as equal as the other day. Well I just wished I could.

It started from the day before the celebration, I did told myself to be as casual as I could. As usual everyone pretend they don't even know about it. They tried their best not to talk about it in front of me. Everybody used the sign language as if I don't understand. Well they did act weird and what even more suspicious than that?

I went back to the hostel in fatigue. During my last class I couldn't even lift my pen. All my friend went out for jogging but I choosed to stay and played games. Later maghrib passed and I still in control. I made a round in every room of my friends and had chatting here and there. Things were getting boring enough and I decided to watch band competition video. Time passed and after a slot of watching the video along with few technical problem, I watched the clock.

It was 15 minute before 12 o clock. Suddenly I decided to made the suprise to be impossible. I visited all the room again and stayed in the room where they used to held the birthday party. At last they spilled the beans. In the very crucial 1 minute before the clock strucked 12. Somebody uttered my name.

"Fadly...pegi lar buat2 tido ker, aper ker, budget lar skit...org nak buat birthday party ko nih...camner kitaorg nak prepare"

They stop their pretention at last. One by one opened the door checking whether the party had started or not. A quiet place suddenly turned into a bit noisy with the sound of my friend opened the door and running along the hall way.

Just 15 minutes later, I had my 'suprise party' at last. It was held in the room which of course with a lot of slippers and shoes in front of it (guys! isn't it so obvious!). Then everybody shrieked 'SUPRISE'!. I cut the cake, we ate them and play the game 'Truth or Dare' which of course most of the question they knew I couldn't answer it in front of so many people (nothing dirty ok). Then I got plenty of present, We hug each other and went back to sleep.

Next morning I woke up really early. I don't know why. People say this thing happens if we are really expecting the day but seriously I was not waiting and I was really sure about that. We reached the lecture hall just in time before the lecture started(of course by a really enourmously fast taxi). Just when I was about to take my seat, a lot of my friend which most of them are not staying in the hostel greet me with tons wishes of 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY!'. Some of them shouted it from far behind despite our lecturer was already there, ready to give the lecture thus made it a little more obvious that that day was my birthday.

During the break, again more greetings and plenty more present. The day proceed then and somehow I just afraid of walking in the corridor as everytime as I passed by any Malaysian, they kept saying happy and happy birthday. This is not to mention with lot of SMS that I received at the same time. How I could say, I really tried my best not to blush.

Still I didn't treat any special to the day. I was not expecting anything. I'm glad people wished me but more than that I never expected anything from them.

At the very end of the day suddenly, out of nowhere I felt really really sad. I really didn't know why. I kept thinking to myself; if I'm not expecting anything why I should be sad of something?. Then somehow I realized, maybe it is because of the overwhelming wish from alot of people. To know that a lot of people remind about you, there for you is really something and just for that I think even though I was not expecting anything but still I wanted to cry not because it is sad but in the other way it was really happy to me.

I know there will be a suprise party, it is a custom. I know there will be present, it is more like a tradition but I never aware that the feeling is something that you'll never expected and maybe I felt sad as I have to wait for another one year to feel the same way again.

But for a very happy and wonderful day, I want to thank all people that made it so out of this world; my family, my friends. Of course above of all THANK YOU ALLAH!.

New week, New Day, New People, New day

Today is Sunday, no doubt about that. I woke up and hoped everything will go smoothly. Certainly wanted it at least better than the last 2 week. For me those 2 last week is so exhausting; mental and physical.

To my shock ,the number of people who attend the tafseer class has just increased. A lot more new face. I just smile to myself while greeting them as warm as I could. Well concerning this I have my own guess and my own theory but maybe it is best if I keep it to myself.

Frankly,being a full timer of hostel resident it just been like a natural to me to do all the custom; meaning doing all the 'must do things' when my friend who reside at kvartira come to hostel.

Usually it start with:

"Hi/Assalamualaikum"
"Lama tak nampak, apa cerita?/apa khabar?"

shake hand,hug and the most important thing Smile!

If the conversation proceed

"Datang sorang jer?"
"Mana yang lain?"
"Nak beli ayam ker?kejap nyer carikan Adib"
"Nak beli ayam? Dah ada plastik?"
"Ambiklah plastik ni/plastik ader belakang pintu kat bilik aku, ambik lah"

again with smile

If I say some face were starting to leave:

"Dah nak balik dah? Bye!"
"Stay lar sekejap lagih,"
"Pegi ke mana lepas nih?"
"OK jumpa lagi"

Sometime it might be sad but anyway keep smiling!

It kindnna shock especially concerning that when I firstly wake up, I don't remembered see myself smiling.

Well tell you the truth, keep repeating the same word do made my brain a little bit slow, if someone try to change the pattern, it just like a cold wave to my brain, I have to think a bit then only after that things back to normal. That is why it is no different even if the person came just right after I wake up, I can just swicth on the pattern and give the warm welcome. Yes, IT IS THE WARM WELCOME THAT MATTER.

Well but this week I had it a little bit different, there had been a meeting on Kelab Umno Volgograd back then. A lot of issue and plan were brought forward. Not that I want to put it here but just to tell that I was appointed to wrote a blog of the club. Well another blog to write I guess. The different is this blog got to be a bit formal yet so interesting. Well I reckon it have to deal a lot with language and way of presentation for this two things must be side by side at a very suitable level.

I will say that this is a new begining, opening of new chapter to me and to the Volgograd's Malaysian student as general.

Anyway,who get to determine when the old ends and the new begins? It's not actually on the calender, nor it is the new year or the birthday.

It is an event, be it big or small. Something that give us hope, strength, a new way of living and new way to look at the world. What important is that we never stop believing that somehow someday some good things do come for real. For everything that is bad there is still something good that we can find.

Again SMILE!!

Rasional atau .....?

Matlamat tetap tidak menghalalkan cara. Sesuatu yang buruk tetap tidak boleh menjadi sesuatu yang baik cuma kerana kita mencampurkan dengan perkara yang mulia. Macam air yang bersih kalau dicampur dengan lumpur tetap menjadi keruh, bukannya sebaliknya.

Orang kata kita marah sebab kita sayang. Mak kita marahkan kita sebab dia sayangkan kita, dia mahu kita jadi orang yang baik, anak yang soleh, manusia yang berguna. Kalau atas dasar inilah yang dijadikan sebab untuk perjumpaan hari ahad itu dilakukan maka sekalung tahniah diberikan kepada penganjur. Usaha untuk merapatkan ukhwah memang harus dipuji dan dituntut lebih-lebih lagi kita sebagai satu kumpulan masyarakat yang kecil khususnya dan Islam umumnya.

Namun realiti adakah seindah apa yang ditonjolkan. Apa yang penting bukannya idea tapi perlaksanaannya. Ada beberapa soalan yang perlu ditanya pada peristiwa tersebut:

1.) Adakah perjumpaan itu dibuat atas dasar rasional atau lebih kepada rasa marah
2.) Adakah benar Islam diletakkan sebagai sebab utama perjumpaan ini dilakukan.
3.) Adakah perjumpaan ini berbentuk dua hala ataupun lebih kepada pernyampaian daripada satu pihak sahaja.

Ikhlas saya katakan minggu-minggu pertama saya dengan adik-adik ini(lebih elok daripada gelaran junior rasanya), saya sendiri rasakan yang mereka ini sombonglah, tak menegur kami lah, itu lah inilah. Macam-macam kami utarakan. Tapi oleh kerana kami tinggal di sini bercampur dari 2nd year sampailah ke 5th year maka perbincangan berlaku. Tipulah kalau saya katakan tidak wujud unsur-unsur tidak puas hati:

"Aku rasa 1st year tuh sombonglah, jalan bukan nak tegur pun, bukan nak naik atas pun" kata mamat A ni

"Haah aku pun setuju, diorg nih tah hape-hape betul, kalau dah duduk sama-sama nih buat lar cara hidup masyarakat..ini tak"sokong mamat b pulak.

Keadaan menjadi semakin hangat, Alhamdulillah Allah selamatkan segalanya, masih ada yang berfikiran rasional.

"Ala awal lagi tu, diorg sume tak kenal korg. Malu lah tuh. Korang dulu pun awal2 macam tuh jugak. Tgk skrg kita smpi bertepuk tampar dah, makan sama2, gelak sama2"

"Erm btul jugak, kita try lar slow-slow, lama-lama nnti baik lar sumer org tuh"

Dan akhirnya tanpa mengunakan sebarang bentuk senioriti dan hanya dengan ukhwah muslimin, kami yang duduk hostel hidup macam satu keluarga.

Tak ada soalnya siapa yang hidup susah lagi banyak, masing-masing ada masalah sendiri. Kalau senior-senior kata diorang dah hidup susah adik-adik ini pun ada masalah mereka sendiri jugak. Sepatutnya kita kenalah bantu-membantu.

Kalau kita mahukan sesuatu maka kita perlukan beri sesuatu, kalau kita mahukan hormat maka kita perlu tunjukkan hormat. Berikan mereka ruang sebagaimana mereka berikan ruang kepada kita.

Apa yang kurang enak bagi saya. Perkara ini dilakukan sebelum mereka semua kenal antara satu sama lain. Bagi saya ada ketidakadilan disini. Kenapa?

1. Kalau senior kata junior dah tahu nama mereka, soal yang sama diberikan kepada senior. Adakah mereka tahu nama2 junior mereka. Atas hak apa senior katakan yang mereka tak perlu tahu nama junior. Sebaliknya, beban itu diletakkan pada junior pula?. Dalam keluarga misalnya takkan adik saja yang perlu kenal nama abang? mcm mana pula abang? bukan ke yang tua perlu menunjukkan contoh dan teladan atau sekurang-kurangnya biarlah ia berlaku dalam masa yang serentak adik dan abang saling mengenali.

2. Kalau hal salam pula diutarakan. Saya sendiri hairan kenapa kita tak nak memberi salam. Kan memberi salam itu dituntut. Dalam Islam bukankah yang memberi itu lebih mulia. Bahkan memberi salam itu harus je tapi menjawab itu yang wajib. Tapi tak puala saya dengar ada seruan mengatakan bahawa ada keutamaan berdasarkan pada umur. Ikutlah contoh Rasullah s.a.w yang seperti dikatakan oleh sahabat, tak pernah membenarkan orang lain memberikan salam lebih awal dari baginda. Sifat terpuji inilah yang harus kita ikut. Kata nak jadi doktor yang soleh...

Saya agak terkilan perjumpaan ini dibuat tanpa sebarang rujukan kepada kami, orang atau lebih tepat senior yang lebih dekat dengan mereka ini. Bukannya mengungkit tapi kami rasakan kami lebih ada hak. Mungkin nampak mereka senyap tapi ada yang berkata:

"Aku tak rasa orang luar tak layak buat macam tu kat diorg, apa diorg tahu pasal budak-budak ni?. Apa yang diorg buat waktu budak2 nih sakit? ada diorg tanya khabar? ada diorg pergi telefon kan curator? ada diorg bawak pergi hospital? waktu budak2 nih ada masalah awal2 dtg sini. Apa yang diorg buat? ada diorg nak bawak budak2 ni pergi beli barang? ada yg sanggup ikut diorg pergi post office ambikkan parcel? kalau diorg nih tak tahu masak? makan makanan tak betul? ada diorg nak tolong ajar masak? nak masak ker? ada tak? budak2 nih ada masalah dalam pelajaran...ada diorg nak kasi skema? ada yang nak tunjuk ajar? tak ada pun...kitaorg yang buat semua tu, THEN ada ker kitaorg mengadu diorg tak respect kitaorg? takde! kitaorg hidup aman damai bahagia macam keluarga tapi kenapa orang luar nak sibuk?"

Maaf jika bahasanya sedikit kasar tapi sikit sebanyak inilah salah satu yang diadukan. Peliknya Kak Sha 5th year disini pun tak kata banyak, kenapa orang lain yang melatah. Seterusnya membawa kita ke pokok soalan yang sama, adakah ia benar rasional ataupun dek rasa tercabar.

Mungkin tak semua salah diletakkan pada senior, mungkin adik-adik ini tak memainkan peranan mereka. Macam yang saya katakan perhubungan perlu dua hala. Apa salahnya kalau adik-adik ini yang mulakan. Mengapa tidak kan?

Rasanya baik kita berhenti daripada menunding jari. Kalau kita hendakkan sesuatu kita perlu usaha. Kalau seorang lelaki ingin memikat seorg wanita maka dia perlu berusaha.

Kita semua bukannya kecil lagi, tindakan kita perlu difikirkan dalam jangka masa panjang bukan jangka masa pendek.

Maaf untuk saya katakan perjumpaan itu bukan sahaja kesannya tidak lama malah menambah rasa benci junior terhadap senior. Kalau di sekolah mungkin ini berkesan sebab hubungan yang dalam tidak lah sangat diperlukan, sekadar dipermukaan adalah mencukupi. Tapi dalam hal ini, kita melihat pada pembentukan masyarakat yang apa yang diperlukan adalah pembentukan ukhwah, ummah yang ada rasa hormat dan kasih yang amat kukuh didalam jiwa.

Dan ini saya katakan tidak boleh datang sekelip mata, kita sedar dalam membina perhubungan perlukan masa dan kesabaran. Tak ada sebab untuk kita katakan ia mustahil sebab kami di hostel telah pun berjaya buktikan, kalau tidak pun seutuh mana tapi rasa hormat yang tinggi ada dan sukar diruntuhkan.

Apa salahnya kalau kita duduk sekejap, bersembang, bertanya khabar misalnya. Main PS paling kurang ataupun main bola petang itu dengan mereka setidak-tidaknya. Apa sangat yang nak dikejarkan pada hari ahad dirumah, kan lebih seronok kalau berkumpul beramai-ramai.

Kenapa kita perlu gunakan perkataan Senior? Kan manusia diturunkan oleh Allah sebagai Khalifah, sebagai pemimpin bukannya sebagai senior. Khalifah memimpin melalui teladan, khalifah memimpin melalui rasional atas dasar dan landasan yang jelas dan bersih dari sebarang unsur-unsur lain.

Dulu saya suka sangat bila semua orang berkumpul, terasa macam dalam satu keluarga tapi sekarang semua dah bergaduh, kalau ada pun hormat, palsu belaka. Saya tak suka hidup dalam kepura-puraan. Cantik diluar tapi buruk didalam.

Memang dalam satu tandan pisang bukan semuanya busuk. Dari apa yang saya dengar, tak semua dipersoalkan ada sesetengah dari mereka dipuji lagi (Gmi misalnya). Tapi kerana nila setitik memang habis susu sebelangga. Logiknya, siapalah yang nak minum susu yang sudah berwarna biru?

Maaf jika penulisan ini keras dan tajam bunyinya. Tegurlah saya dengan hikmah jika saya melampaui batas tapi kalau ianya benar maka terimalah ia dgn hati terbuka. Kita semua manusia, kita sememangnya terlupa dan tugas kita tidak lain 'amar maaruf nahi mungkar'.

P/s: Bersabarlah kerana sabar itu cantik.