I will continue to fight..

Dobra Pazhalavat..welcome second semester!

Well what do you know? without even knowing it, we already come to the next level.

While life goes by, some people can't even come with a decent idea why they want to stay in this road. Ironically, the excuses to give out, the voice to let it go just come out so easily. But I think it is normal. I mean, why not?it just as if they(people around us) make it hard on purpose.

But still...if life is that hard why we bring more trouble to ourselves .What's wrong with us pushing the self destruct button?

Different people confront it with different way. Mostly depend on their creativity. Some people change their group, some people change their lecturer, some people change their timetable while the rest...they just pray for the best.

To say mine is better than them,it might not be true. This sem I have Friday that finishes at 6 o'clock not to consider on the day before I already have Russian for 3 hours and to make thing worse,on the Saturday when other student in the other place can wake up late and have thier time out, I have to go for a lecture in 8 am and finish late at 4.50 pm. You think don't we try to make thing better like everyone else?we did actually but it seems that they have no room to make it happens.

As for me. I prefer to hold my faith in Allah and believe that everything come with hikmah.I just remembered that a Greek sophist had also said something about this. He said "about anything we can say absolutely equal right idea"

Stop thinking it is not fair. As if other people think that thiers is fair now or before.

Stop thinking that it is hard as if others is always easy.

Because...whether we want it or not we have responsibilities; to our God, family, society, nation, and even to ourselves.

I don't know why people put things off. My guess is fear. Fear is like misery, It love companion. It is like a tumour, the longer we keep it to ourselves, the more it grows inside us.

Fear of failure, fear of pain, fear of rejection.

The only thing that we can do is to be brave.
Well actually it seem to be the only remedy to this fatal disease.

We have to make our own mistake and learn form it. We have to sweep today's possibility and keep trying, even it us hurt, even we have to deal with a lot of pain,even if we fall or maybe fail...

until tommorow come, until we can't anymore, until we finally understood what Benjamin Franklin meant...

"That knowing is better than wondering"

In case anyone don't know, he was actually the one who invent electricity.

Whatever it seem, it is better than sleeping and doing nothing and that even the biggest failure, even the most unforgetable mistake beat the hell worth of never tiring.


Wait! what is the question?

Why we keep hurting ourselves?

I think it is because it feels so good when it stop...